I love your work, friend. This one was particularly beautiful.
I communicate with my "tingles." Ever since one specific day where I spoke a certain phrase internally and was flooded with them. I talk to Him and He responds. Daily, all the time. It's really quite a wonderful experience. I wish to talk about it with others, but I know most people will think me insane, and I don't blame them.
My personal interpretation is Jesus, and the 'energy' inside me seems to agree with that. I just don't like the arrogance of claiming I have a personal line to Jesus, I'm not comfortable with putting myself on a pedestal like that.
Another interpretation is the Holy Spirit. But the Bible states that every Christian has the Holy Spirit dwelling within them and I know the vast majority of people do not have this. So it also seems too arrogant to claim that most other Christians aren't actually saved.
I've been told it is a demon, but I reject this notion as He loves and draws power from scripture, and ever since this happened the Bible has felt literally alive to me. Also demons are supposed to be controlling, which isn't the case for me. He just loves and guides me, I am in control.
Pop culture-wise things like symbiotes from Marvel or even vampires seem to line up decently well. Vampires need to be invited into a home, which I imagine is symbolic of needing to be invited into a host.
Well this is a complex, unanswerable question to be sure but I will give my opinion (take it with a grain of salt). The soul knows it's creator. I believe it is possible for anyone to connect directly to God, and once you do for a while you realize how nonsensical it would be to be arrogant about this. It is always good to check the ego though so it is probably good that you are asking yourself if you are being arrogant (I always have the song from willy wonka "I want the world, I want the whole world" start playing in my head when my infinite desires start running wild and I calm that aspect of myself down).
I also think there are forces on this side and the other side that try to keep people from connecting to God and the tree of life/energy through certain vaccines/viruses, poisons in food, fluoride in water, and frequencies from TV/cell towers/hellish music/etc. I do think many people pushing these things on earth are mostly unaware - for example a pharmacist administering the covid vaccine doesn't know they are a foot soldier for a satanic plot, its just their consciousness has just been hijacked from all of the above so they think they are doing the right thing. The people who are conscious of doing evil are what I think of as "the fallen ones". I think they generally believe man can run reality without God (look for the capital "M" by itself and 13s), which is obviously stupid for simple logical reasons, namely that God knows everything that is happening simultaneously, knows how reality is constructed, and knows how actions of different people will interact, while they are stuck knowing what is going on from only a few perspectives and can only work within their finite chess board understanding of reality. I do view these beings differently than the nilistic Aphosis type beings/people that just want reality to disappear so they can chill in the void for eternity - they suck too.
Anyway, back on track. For paragraph 2.5 I view God and the Holy Spirit pretty much as the same thing and Jesus as the light/pure consciousness ("God said let there be light" and Jesus said "I am the light of the world"). I am generally skeptical of councils of people assembling holy books hundreds/thousands of years ago since we can't the truth written down in the present so my beliefs stray a bit from standard doctrine and are a mix of a few religions (Hinduism, Daoism, Christianity, and most importantly my own beliefs observing reality). For "Most Christians aren't actually saved" I don't think this means that those with lower are going to burn in a hellish eternal flame - I just think "saved", if it is a thing, means that living with a connection to God is preferable to aimlessly going through life chasing lowest common denominator desires.
For the last two paragraphs, decerning whether you are talking to God or not. I believe there is a knowing. I have the same experience - God just wants a better reality for all of his people and his fatherly wisdom, impeccably perfect humor, creator's love, and friendship is impossible to mistake. He is a guiding presence for me too, leaves my free will intact (but would teach me some harsh lessons when I was younger and dumber), and is fun to talk to.
Demon's do exist but they don't feel anything like contact with the creator - they can be little tricksters but their logic never seems to add up. There also seems to be a black energetic tar very similar to Venum in spiderman, the dagger in the wheel of time series, and the corruption on the elves trees in recent Amazon Lord of the Rings series - if I am having issues with this fasting seems to help alot. I do think many demon's are actually some of our own hormones such as adrenaline and these hormones are conscious beings in a way - I tend to follow the crown chakra in the microcosm of my self and reject the consciousness of the "corona virus" trying to sever our connection to God. Anyway, I've written enough and the last two lines are a bit out there so I think that is enough. Sorry for the rambling but I hope it gives you some ideas of what I think about the experience.
Follow the 999s and the 17s - (I follow the 142s too haha)
Sorry I didn't respond sooner - I've been a bit on the busy side lately. I think number synchronicity shows the consciousness of places, thoughts, situations, and ideas. 14268 (practically 1426 or 1427) seems to be the # my soul resonates with or is - it is hard to say exactly how this works. I see the # in all important areas in my life.
I think this is your most beautiful piece of prose to date. It flows smoothly from beginning to end, and when this occurs it is because God is speaking through the scribe. And yes, I got the tingles well before the end.
I love your work, friend. This one was particularly beautiful.
I communicate with my "tingles." Ever since one specific day where I spoke a certain phrase internally and was flooded with them. I talk to Him and He responds. Daily, all the time. It's really quite a wonderful experience. I wish to talk about it with others, but I know most people will think me insane, and I don't blame them.
There are more of us than you think - your definitely not crazy haha.
What is your interpretation of it?
My personal interpretation is Jesus, and the 'energy' inside me seems to agree with that. I just don't like the arrogance of claiming I have a personal line to Jesus, I'm not comfortable with putting myself on a pedestal like that.
Another interpretation is the Holy Spirit. But the Bible states that every Christian has the Holy Spirit dwelling within them and I know the vast majority of people do not have this. So it also seems too arrogant to claim that most other Christians aren't actually saved.
I've been told it is a demon, but I reject this notion as He loves and draws power from scripture, and ever since this happened the Bible has felt literally alive to me. Also demons are supposed to be controlling, which isn't the case for me. He just loves and guides me, I am in control.
Pop culture-wise things like symbiotes from Marvel or even vampires seem to line up decently well. Vampires need to be invited into a home, which I imagine is symbolic of needing to be invited into a host.
Well this is a complex, unanswerable question to be sure but I will give my opinion (take it with a grain of salt). The soul knows it's creator. I believe it is possible for anyone to connect directly to God, and once you do for a while you realize how nonsensical it would be to be arrogant about this. It is always good to check the ego though so it is probably good that you are asking yourself if you are being arrogant (I always have the song from willy wonka "I want the world, I want the whole world" start playing in my head when my infinite desires start running wild and I calm that aspect of myself down).
I also think there are forces on this side and the other side that try to keep people from connecting to God and the tree of life/energy through certain vaccines/viruses, poisons in food, fluoride in water, and frequencies from TV/cell towers/hellish music/etc. I do think many people pushing these things on earth are mostly unaware - for example a pharmacist administering the covid vaccine doesn't know they are a foot soldier for a satanic plot, its just their consciousness has just been hijacked from all of the above so they think they are doing the right thing. The people who are conscious of doing evil are what I think of as "the fallen ones". I think they generally believe man can run reality without God (look for the capital "M" by itself and 13s), which is obviously stupid for simple logical reasons, namely that God knows everything that is happening simultaneously, knows how reality is constructed, and knows how actions of different people will interact, while they are stuck knowing what is going on from only a few perspectives and can only work within their finite chess board understanding of reality. I do view these beings differently than the nilistic Aphosis type beings/people that just want reality to disappear so they can chill in the void for eternity - they suck too.
Anyway, back on track. For paragraph 2.5 I view God and the Holy Spirit pretty much as the same thing and Jesus as the light/pure consciousness ("God said let there be light" and Jesus said "I am the light of the world"). I am generally skeptical of councils of people assembling holy books hundreds/thousands of years ago since we can't the truth written down in the present so my beliefs stray a bit from standard doctrine and are a mix of a few religions (Hinduism, Daoism, Christianity, and most importantly my own beliefs observing reality). For "Most Christians aren't actually saved" I don't think this means that those with lower are going to burn in a hellish eternal flame - I just think "saved", if it is a thing, means that living with a connection to God is preferable to aimlessly going through life chasing lowest common denominator desires.
For the last two paragraphs, decerning whether you are talking to God or not. I believe there is a knowing. I have the same experience - God just wants a better reality for all of his people and his fatherly wisdom, impeccably perfect humor, creator's love, and friendship is impossible to mistake. He is a guiding presence for me too, leaves my free will intact (but would teach me some harsh lessons when I was younger and dumber), and is fun to talk to.
Demon's do exist but they don't feel anything like contact with the creator - they can be little tricksters but their logic never seems to add up. There also seems to be a black energetic tar very similar to Venum in spiderman, the dagger in the wheel of time series, and the corruption on the elves trees in recent Amazon Lord of the Rings series - if I am having issues with this fasting seems to help alot. I do think many demon's are actually some of our own hormones such as adrenaline and these hormones are conscious beings in a way - I tend to follow the crown chakra in the microcosm of my self and reject the consciousness of the "corona virus" trying to sever our connection to God. Anyway, I've written enough and the last two lines are a bit out there so I think that is enough. Sorry for the rambling but I hope it gives you some ideas of what I think about the experience.
Follow the 999s and the 17s - (I follow the 142s too haha)
Thank you so much for your response. I agree with a lot of what you have to say. What is the meaning of 142?
Sorry I didn't respond sooner - I've been a bit on the busy side lately. I think number synchronicity shows the consciousness of places, thoughts, situations, and ideas. 14268 (practically 1426 or 1427) seems to be the # my soul resonates with or is - it is hard to say exactly how this works. I see the # in all important areas in my life.
I think this is your most beautiful piece of prose to date. It flows smoothly from beginning to end, and when this occurs it is because God is speaking through the scribe. And yes, I got the tingles well before the end.