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JC's avatar

Thank you for this. This helps me understand better.

"your mind and body both assuming for certain that you will die" "they believe that inducing traumatic near-death experiences can give you otherworldly powers of cognition"

I would never partake in the horrors you laid out, but I think something akin to this happened to me almost entirely over the internet. I became something when I was convinced I was going to die for what I was doing. I felt so... powerful. It was like Ultra-Instinct, I didn't think, just reacted.

Then something told me they were going to target and 'kill' me. Then they did.

Also just like you laid out I feel most alive now when I get to relive this experience, even in small ways. I wish to return to my previous state so badly.

What am I?

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Elle34's avatar

Dr. Ammon Hillman wrote the Chemical Muse. In it he discusses the drugs that were called “death inducers”, crafted from a sea snail. It was the color purple and did just that. You would be clinically dead so you can “see the other side” and then they would bring them “back from death”. That was the “initiation” into the “mystery” religion. Really sick stuff, a lot of pedo stuff going on to.

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